``A L I C I A

♥ Monday, April 30, 2007



Date: 29th April 2007
Event: Jiamin's last day @ PPPW
People present: Jingying, Jiamin, Selene and Sylvia (the Js and the Ss. LOL)


everything was already planned for that day :)
i reached parkway earlier and went to look for a gift and to order a cake.
decided and headed up to the shop to discuss with Selene.
was thinking of buying a photo frame and develop a photo on the spot to put it in.

and therefore,
all 4 of us started taking photos. i mean photoSSSSSS.
we couldn't take a PERFECT picture, so we just took and took and took.
i was the photographer, but Selene or Sylvia's head always got cut-off. HAHA.
not because my skill isn't good, but because ITS HARD to squeeze FOUR people into a picture when we all need to take ourselves.















Me & Jiamin, testing how will the brightness turns out when Selene and Sylvia were away. HEHE!












the threesome [US with Selene] :) love this picture most.












then, its US with Sylvia.












4 of us trying to squeeze into a picture. sorry sylvia! :x












finally all of us fit in.
but we complained its not nice enough. HAHA.












and so
we took more and moreeeee...
this is only ONE of the 'MORE'. lol.
there are just too many to post. :x















the cake we bought
Nutella from Polar.












*blow blow.
seems more like her birthday. lol.












the present we bought.
the photo couldn't fit into that photo frame, so we bought this cutie with the fishing thing where she can clip the photo there.












the photo we developed for her :)
after taking so many pictures, there still isn't one that we find it nice.
so we decided on this, which is the first picture 4 of us took together.








specially to Jiamin:
i have fun working with you @ PPPW.
you are the first who actually initiated to talk with me most of the time.
you taught me things that i don't know when i first started work.
you explained to me patiently when i don't understand the log book.
you are the one whom i can easily confide in.


the time we know each other may be short,
but i am glad we become good friends within these 2 months.
you gave me your care & concern upon hearing me feeling down.
you accompanied me when i said i will be alone for break.
you are always there for me. :)))


though you are transferring to vivocity,
but we still can meet in school. :)
visit us @ PPPW when you are free!
i'll drop by PPVC when i'm free!
LOVE YA.
*HUGS*



with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 11:42 PM





alright, everything was said in anger.
i won't give up.
in fact, i never thought of giving up.


past few days, i took out the old neoprints, memories flashed back as though everything happened yesterday.

i remembered our craziness in taking neoprints that we can take almost every single day.
our craziness in shopping.
our craziness in eating KFC, MOS Burger, SHILIN, etc.
and also how she loves travelling to Changi Airport.

i remembered the first time i saw her cried badly was when we were talking about something and she thought of her dad.
i remembered that we were always that steady in going anywhere, anytime.
i remembered the times we worked together at CPF Board, meeting early morning and having dinner together after work.
and not forgetting that its YOU who gave me the name, ALICIA. :)


things start to change when both of us got busy with our own stuffs.
we were posted to different schools. one north, one east.
it gets harder to meet up.
and because of that, as time goes by, we began to drift apart.
we seldom update each other about what's going on. we seldom talk online too.

misunderstandings began to occur.
you think that i neglected you, while i think that you neglected me.
because of these, we drifted even further.



really hope to be back like the past, where we can confide in each other with anything; where we can talk on everything under the sun; where we are assure of the love for each other...







my dear friend, you are always my bestest friend.
always.
in my heart.




people says its such a pity that such a beautiful friendship becomes like this now.
just wish to forget about those unhappiness and
start anew...


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 1:22 AM





i took the effort to create new blogger account, new goggle account, so that you can continue using that account to blog.
YET, you gave me that kind of attitude.

i wanna help you to change your password, but you didn't bother to reply me.




how come things turn out this way.
i wanted to care, but your attitude pissed me off.





i gave up.


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 12:08 AM



♥ Sunday, April 29, 2007



HAPPY 5TH MONTH!



quite a few things happened recently,
but we made them all through.
you promised me not to let me be lonely; not to make me cry; and never to give up on me.
i wanna give you the same promises too, and i promise i will try to say the 4 words which you like to hear, often. :x

meeting you almost everyday, it becomes a habit for me.
without seeing you for a day makes me feel that i forget to do something.
just wanna spend as much time with you as possible.




I LOVE YOU.
*muacks*

************************************************************


my dear dear is enjoying at MOS now.
i am soooooo bored here!

*yawnns*


work tomorrow.
still considering if i should continue.
this afternoon was quite determined to resign already, but was soft-hearted after seeing them compromising me, by giving me the lowest possible working hours.
AHHH. what should i do.
-faints-


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 12:38 AM



♥ Saturday, April 28, 2007



shall blog on something happy.
this is something that i wanna blog since MONTHS ago. :x
but cause of my lousy router, i couldn't publish long post, and that's why i still haven't get to blog it.
now that the router problem is settled, here am i...



14th February 2007 : VALENTINE'S DAY


that morning, i woke up early to finish up with my present for my dearest. :)
while doing halfway, "DING DONG!" somebody rang my doorbell. i peeped out and saw a pretty lady with a bouquet of roses on her hands.
i opened the door and she said, "is Alicia in?"
me: "yea?"
her: "your bouquet of flowers"
me: "uhh. okay. hold on for a while" -grabbed my keys-
she passed me the bouquet and TA-DAH! the roses on MY hands! =D
girls are always happy to receive flowers, isn't it? though some may feel that it is a waste of money.

the irritating thing came.
i was already RUSHING to finish up the present, my door bell actually rang THREE times for that morning.
FIRST TIME ever. why so many people ring my door bell when i am NOT free!
first was the flower delivery.
next was the environmental person to check on mosquitoes.
last was my neighbour who dropped her clothes on my window and asked me to help her take.
DOTS...


the present for him. :)












inside the box:
i put a handphone keychain engraved with MY name right underneath and folded hearts to cover it.
inside those hearts are messages when he went for reservist.
1 day 1 heart. :)
however, i didn't write for all the days when he was away for reservist. was too lazy and tired to note down every single day last time. BUT BUT BUT, most of the days are there! =DDD







i actually made the handphone keychain as a couple keychain.
mine engraved with "Michael" and his engraved with "Alicia".







we slacked at my house till 4+ before heading to Marina Square.
Walked around and we headed to Jack's Place for dinner where he already booked a table.
The whole Jack's Place is reserved for Valentine's Day, which means 9/10 of the seats are actually for 2s. HAHA.
romantic environment.
first to serve was the appetisers which was mango salad. i forgot to take a photo of it, so yea. NO picture for that :(













Our drinks. forgot the name for it. its NICE though.












tomato soup with garlic bread. Not really nice. I drank only like 1/5 of it. :x







the main course.
on the left is Salmon.
on the right is Lobster with Chicken Chop.







then comes the desserts.
i LOVE the heart-shaped cheesecake(?)
forgot what cake is that. haha. :x
and also, the hot milk tea.
i LOVE milk tea. but i don't drink hot one, and i was already very full by then.


after the dinner, we went to walk along the river next to Esplanade, and settled down to chit chat. :) home sweet home around 10+pm.


here comes my valentine's day present from dearest. -grins-















boyfriend actually got this Pooh bear from the arcade. spent $3 and he caught this. but unfortunately, he wasted $8 in total cause he wanna catch another one after that. -.-''' moral of the story: don't be greedy. LOL.







the Mango denim skirt which i been eyeing for WEEKS. he knew i love this skirt a lot and he got my friend to test on me to find out which size i wear. ( i feel so stupid. how come i didn't realise that. :p )







and the bouquet of roses delivered to my house early in the morning! =D
12 roses in total.
attached to the bouquet is a little card. inside is the message given by my boyfriend, "I promise i'll be there for you when you need me. you're my everything. happy valentine's day." =D















and lastly, the big container which he put 99 folded hearts inside.
the container isn't that big afterall, but he can actually squeeze the denim skirt in. -.-'''

i folded hearts for him, he folded hearts for me too!
is this XIN YOU LING XI? LOL!


i enjoyed this year's valentine's day MOST.
I LOVE YOU, DEAR!
thanks for the presents, the dinner and most importantly, your love.



with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 11:13 PM





everything is just a misunderstanding.
he admits his fault.
i admit my wrong.

however, we still haven't really talk to each other till now.


this time it feels much more scary than the previous times when we quarrelled.
though there was no "shouting" in SMS/MSN/etc, no argueing, no complaining, but it was the first time that i feel i hurted him A LOT.

he replied, "I'm not angry. I'm at home. I want to sleep. I'm sorry".
i know sleep is just an excuse so that i won't continue bugging him to reply me or answer my calls.
somehow, i just felt really frightened at that point of time.
i hugged my bear tight. tears rolled down my cheeks.




that's when i know,
i couldn't afford to lose him.







special message for HIM:

i am sorry for not answering your calls.
i am sorry for what i said to you.
i am sorry for mentioning to you things that are not necessary.
i just wanna tell you,
i really, really trust you.
tomorrow is 29th already; our 5th month.
praying for no more quarrel, no more unhappiness between us.
i wanna be with you, till the end of time.

and lastly,
i ♥ you.



with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 1:05 AM



♥ Friday, April 27, 2007



what's wrong again.
i just want to have my own stand.
i told you how i felt before. but you still do it.
i got the rights to voice out my own decision, isn't it.

HAIS.


so, AM I IN THE WRONG AGAIN?!





if you think i am at fault again,
then can anyone tell me what is the meaning of 'PROMISE'?







i feel damn tired.
you left with that nick, how hurtful that can be.


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 11:17 PM



♥ Thursday, April 26, 2007



THANKS dear for the ai xin lunch :)


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 1:07 PM



♥ Wednesday, April 25, 2007



when i hug you, i want you to hug me back.
when i look deep into your eyes, i want you to kiss me.
when the road is hard to walk, i want you to hold me.
when the place is crowded, i want you to walk in front to make way for me.
when i dirty my face, hands, etc, by accident, i want you to wipe for me.
when i am irritated, give me a kiss and hug me tight.


girls just wanna be pampered by their boyfriends.
we not just wanna be pampered, not just wanna be princess, but we wanna be a PAMPERED PRINCESS!


once i was chatting with a friend and we were talking about honeymoon period for couples.
when its still during the honeymoon period, the guy will give in to the girl no matter what.
they tolerate whatever rubbish their girlfriends can give.
but after honeymoon period, its the girls' turn to tolerate with their boyfriends.
is this true?
hmmm....

i do believe that in a couple, things will slowly becomes a routine.
one will start to lose patience on the other.
disagreements/quarrels will occur more often then.
so how can we actually keep our other half forever with the amount of love still remains the same?


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 1:32 AM



♥ Monday, April 23, 2007



first time ever i feel that 24 hours is not enough for me.

with school and work,
i don't feel that i have enough time for boyfriend and friends.
especially with Major Project going on, school will be DOUBLE stress.
urghhh.


so should i resign?
or should i not resign?


i love working at Pumpkin Patch :(
i love seeing the cute little kids.

kids who sit there patiently waiting for their parents to shop.
kids who are so active that their parents cannot shop properly.
kids who are so cute that they help us to hang and arrange the clothes.
i remembered one girl who treat us M&Ms even though her mom didn't ask her to.
i remembered one baby who hold on to judith and refused to return to his mom and grandmom after judith carried him.
and i remember one little girl who hold a top and place it on another girl whom she doesn't know and see if it looks nice on that jie jie.
HAHA. SO CUTE.

i can't help but think, will my child be so cute and sensible in future?
LOL.


omg.
KIDS are just soooooooooooooo cute! =DDD

PUMPKIN PATCH! should i resign? :(


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 12:37 AM



♥ Saturday, April 21, 2007



2 more days to school reopen!
the day i am LEAST looking forward to. :(


am considering if i should continue working.
couldn't bear to leave. love the colleagues there :)
but, am afraid that i won't be able to cope with studies, especially with Major Project going on.
hais.
WHAT SHOULD I DO.



birthday celebration for my dear was fun :D
time passed ESPECIALLY FAST for that 2 days.
i can't wait for my birthday! HEHE!


blog about boyfriend's birthday after i get all the photos from him.

for now, lets say hi to our teddy, XIAO HUI! (pronounce not XIAO HUI4, but XIAO HUI1)












such a cutie. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH =DDD


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 1:56 AM



♥ Monday, April 16, 2007



am i oversensitive?
i don't know.

just find something amiss about them.
i don't know to say zhong se qing you, or they trying to avoid.





WHATEVER.
but i do hope is i am oversensitive.




now i do believe in LOSE & GAIN.
you lose, THEN you will gain.
you gain, BUT you will lose at the same time.

haiis.


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 12:49 AM



♥ Sunday, April 15, 2007



i love it when you whispered to me "I Love You" just now.
:)




3 more days, i can sleep in your arms at night.
3 more days, i can spend more than 24 hours with you.
3 more days, i can celebrate your birthday together with you for the first time!
and after that 3 more days, its 2 months and 1 day more to MY BIRTHDAY!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

YAY.
i can't wait for that 3 more days!


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 12:39 AM



♥ Wednesday, April 11, 2007



my little bouquet of flowers :)























THANK YOU, BOYFRIEND.
LOVE YA! *MUACKS*


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 12:19 AM



♥ Monday, April 09, 2007



why do people promise when we still tend to break our promises in the end?


past two days, i felt really close to you.
so close as though i can never live without you.

i miss you a lot when you went out with your friends and we never get to see each other for that day.
i think of you every night, hoping that you will call me before i sleep.
i just wish that i can hear your voice till i fall asleep so that i don't have any second of misses.


everytime when i am the happiest, things will happen to spoil the happy mood.
same as usual, today happens to be the day when my happy mood is spoilt.



i feel sick and tired that i got blamed everytime we quarel.
have you ever think before you blame me that you are actually at fault too?
how am i supposed to react this afternoon when you shouted at me?
yes, i ALMOST ALMOST ALMOST wanted to leave the van, but i know that will make you even more fed up.

you gave yourself excuses for not going to see the chinese physician for your neck YET you were not happy when i wanted to meet my friend.
i already put you at piority but you think that i am not caring enough.
you asked me the question (is she more important or you?). why don't you get things clarify before you ask me that.
for your information, i told her that i might not meet her cause you might not want to go town.



maybe its not always good to be a hao ren.





please, tell me what i should do.


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 11:58 PM



♥ Saturday, April 07, 2007



work till 2.30pm today and headed to boyfriend's house :)
initially wanted to go Giant @ Tampines in the evening, but i was lazy to go out. :x

our dinner was PIZZA HUT! (MY treat, because i got my first Pumpkin Patch pay today! XD)
i craved for this for monthhsss, finally... :D



and we ordered all these! *YUMMY*


my all-times favourite: Hawaiian Lover's Pizza.


and the Party Platter, which consists of Honey Roasted Wings and Sweet 'n' Spicy Drumlets. :)




are you guys drooling?
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA.


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 12:37 AM



♥ Friday, April 06, 2007



finally i can publish my own posts! =D

called up the router service hotline today.
the person sounded a bit attitude, but still grateful that he solved my router's problem :)

just like what raymond said last time,
the router is not configured properly.


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 1:54 AM