``A L I C I A

♥ Saturday, April 28, 2007



everything is just a misunderstanding.
he admits his fault.
i admit my wrong.

however, we still haven't really talk to each other till now.


this time it feels much more scary than the previous times when we quarrelled.
though there was no "shouting" in SMS/MSN/etc, no argueing, no complaining, but it was the first time that i feel i hurted him A LOT.

he replied, "I'm not angry. I'm at home. I want to sleep. I'm sorry".
i know sleep is just an excuse so that i won't continue bugging him to reply me or answer my calls.
somehow, i just felt really frightened at that point of time.
i hugged my bear tight. tears rolled down my cheeks.




that's when i know,
i couldn't afford to lose him.







special message for HIM:

i am sorry for not answering your calls.
i am sorry for what i said to you.
i am sorry for mentioning to you things that are not necessary.
i just wanna tell you,
i really, really trust you.
tomorrow is 29th already; our 5th month.
praying for no more quarrel, no more unhappiness between us.
i wanna be with you, till the end of time.

and lastly,
i ♥ you.



with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 1:05 AM