``A L I C I A
♥ Monday, April 09, 2007
why do people promise when we still tend to break our promises in the end?
past two days, i felt really close to you.
so close as though i can never live without you.
i miss you a lot when you went out with your friends and we never get to see each other for that day.
i think of you every night, hoping that you will call me before i sleep.
i just wish that i can hear your voice till i fall asleep so that i don't have any second of misses.
everytime when i am the happiest, things will happen to spoil the happy mood.
same as usual, today happens to be the day when my happy mood is spoilt.
i feel sick and tired that i got blamed everytime we quarel.
have you ever think before you blame me that you are actually at fault too?
how am i supposed to react this afternoon when you shouted at me?
yes, i ALMOST ALMOST ALMOST wanted to leave the van, but i know that will make you even more fed up.
you gave yourself excuses for not going to see the chinese physician for your neck YET you were not happy when i wanted to meet my friend.
i already put you at piority but you think that i am not caring enough.
you asked me the question (is she more important or you?). why don't you get things clarify before you ask me that.
for your information, i told her that i might not meet her cause you might not want to go town.
maybe its not always good to be a hao ren.
please, tell me what i should do.
with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 11:58 PM
