``A L I C I A

♥ Thursday, May 31, 2007



Redwan Ali - Would You Be There


If I were blue, would you be there for me
and whisper in my ears that its okay
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
and say you love me one more time

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
and touch my lips with tender loving care
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
and never look back


Would you be there to love, to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breathe away


Would you be there.


If I'm away, would you still think of me,
and wish that you could hold me now
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
all the way...


Would you be there to love, to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breathe away

Would you be there to save my soul tonight

Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there,
to kiss my pain away




Would you be there....
for me.


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 2:50 AM




♥ Wednesday, May 30, 2007



27 May 2007; Celebration of Carrie's Birthday


celebrated carrie's birthday on this day as all the staffs from PPPW were present.
she cooked a lot of delicious food for us. YUMMY!
all of us bought a cake for her from Polar.















Royal Chocolate is the name of this cake.
its chocolate sponge and fudge cake.
the auntie told selene it won't melt, and really it doesn't!
the fudge part is so pudding-like.
YUMMY!!!














" happy birthday to you... "
there she is, SURPRISED! =D














blowing the candles~














cutting the cake~














delicious!
I LOVE CAKES! =D




we hid the present among the clothes.
and Selene was clever to think of this:
Selene: hey girl, i need you to do me a favour later.
Carrie: Yea?
Selene: Can you help me tidy that place (pointing to the place we hid the present) later, cause I need to go out to work and there are some stocks that i need you to take out for me.
Carrie: Okay, Sure!




and so, she started packing that area. she took out all the stocks, as what we advised her to, and TA-DAH! she saw the present!
and she cried with the personalised pooh bear on her legs...




















surprise was successful.
carrie was touched and happy! :)))
I LOVE MY PATCH FAMILY!
hehe.







29th May 2007; 6th Month with My


didn't really celebrate as i have lessons and boyfriend has work.
i skipped CMSK4 and decided to make some chocolates at home, while waiting for boyfriend to knock off from work. :)
so i went to buy marshmallows, cornflakes, milk chocolate, and etc.
i love the cornflakes chocolates. =D

forgot to take a photo of them though :(
went to meet boyfriend with the chocolates wrapped up, and a card.


















the cover.














the inside, with my words.














take a look at this.
it says, "YOU FOUND MY HEART!"
so cute. =D














and there he is, reading the card i wrote for him :)))


we went to have dinner at Wisma's Food Republic and went to Moshi Moshi to get our couple rings! =DDD
after that, went taka to find my cousin and wait for her to knock off from work, and took bus back to Boon Keng, where boyfriend sent us home with his van from there.

while at Boon Keng, cousin went to buy McDonalds and she bought the shaker's fries.
though it was out before, i never try it. she gave me some of hers, and i became so addicted to it that i can't get enough of those. AND SO, i begged boyfriend to buy me 1 more packet. MUAHAHAHAHAHA.


*yum yum*
I LOVE THE SEAWEED SHAKER'S FRIES!







until today, i am still craving for it at all times :x






Zoo Outing with Boyfriend tomorrow!
:)

its also a post celebration for our 6th Month =D


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 11:40 PM




♥ Tuesday, May 29, 2007



OUR 6TH MONTH!


1/2 a year isn't that long, but it isn't that short either.
to maintain a relationship well isn't as easy as i used to think (before i was attached).

quarrels are sure to be there.
but it depends on us to clear them.
sometimes, unhappy things might happen to us,
but the sweet and happy times are the ones that matters most.
they leave unforgettable memories in me, which i will never forget in my lifetime.


was really surprised when i found the card.
trying so hard to think from your clues. "I am You, You are Me" and "Not in laptop".
i searched through my bag which i left on my bed, and searched through my wallet.
looked around my room, and i saw XIAO HUI!
and I FOUND IT! stuck inside his pants n shirt. LOL.














the lovely precious moments card boyfriend surprised me with :)



THANK YOU SO MUCH!
*muacks*




and just wanna tell you...


















i love to take photos with you even when you don't wanna look at the camera with me! :p














i love to take photos of you, even when you are busy.


















but i still love to take photos with you most, when you look into the camera with me!
LOL.





my dear,
just like what you said, i wanna spend endless of 6 months with you.
be it 66 months, or 666 months,
i believe our hearts will be together as one, till the day they stop beating.

HAPPY 6TH MONTH!
and I LOVE YOU!


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 12:00 AM




♥ Monday, May 28, 2007



isn't she more childish to blog all those?

the "you" she mentioned in her blog can afford to be "little girl", isn't it.
at least she is younger than her.

and is she being understanding to criticise others and bother about other people's business.
trying to break people up?

that is even worse.. NOT understanding + childish + busybody!




tell me, what kind of friend is this?


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 12:26 AM




♥ Sunday, May 27, 2007



he is happily chilling with his friends outside.
even smses also reply superrrrr slow.


those who are outside are enjoying.
those who are tired are already sleeping.

there is nobody to accompany me!




BORED. & tired.
feeling unhappy.
BYE.


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 2:20 AM




♥ Saturday, May 26, 2007



Friday, 25th May 2007


went school for feedback session, had brunch and went MP Lab to wait for our MP supervisor.
waited for him for more than half an hour...
handphone switched off; email no reply.
and we decided to go off.

was lazy to go lesson initially, but controlled.
till, felicia smsed me saying that she can't go cause she forgot to cancel her driving practical.
so yes, all of us skipped the lesson :x


then i headed down to Bugis to meet up with the Y Gang (Wanting, Huixian and Yinyee).
and we went to take NEOPRINTS! =D
first time all 4 of us take together.














YY left us and the rest of us went Marina Square cause both of them wanna get something for their friends.
but the shop only left with one.
went over to Millennia Walk to find another shop for it, but doesn't have the size they wanted.
decided to go down to Vivocity to get, so we walked past Marina Square to get to the bus stop.
but we were stuck at Marina Square for quite some time,
cause of this!














Mini Pool. LOL.
all 3 of us started playing with it HAPPILY.
HAHA.

the pool balls are so weighless that it can fly a million metres away when u hit it real hard. :x and its hard to use the stick (or don't know what it is called),
SO...
we use our fingers instead.














Wanting :)


















Me! with the "extra" girl. :p














and lastly, Huixian. posing nicely for the camera, when we want candid. LOL.














The mini pool is quite cheap.
$9.90.
its so embarrassing. Cheap cheap yet we stood there to play like so long, and didn't get anything. LOL!


we left after 3 games.

and super blur me who thinks that 196 goes to Vivocity.
i told them it takes only about 15 minutes cause the last time i took was around that time.
but never did i realised that 196 is the bus my colleague took home from Parkway, and NOT the bus that goes to Vivocity.
ITS SUPPOSED TO BE BUS 10!



OH MY GOODNESS!



we took all the way to tanjong pajar, tiong bahru, queensway, commonwealth, and more.
and we were thinking how come this time it takes so long! and somemore the route a bit funny.
when it reached Bunoa Vista, i decided to go down and ask the driver.
Me: Uncle, where does this bus terminates at?
Driver: Clementi.
Me: -STUNNED- so it doesn't pass by Harbourfront?
Driver: -gives a super confused look- no.
Me: okay. thanks. -QUICKLY WALK OFF-

damn paiseh.
the first time ever, i took a wrong bus. LOL!
-PENGS!-


sorry my darlings. i wasted your bus fares. :x



somemore the bus journey was very cold, cause of the air-con on the bus.
all our nails turn purple-ish. Esp, wanting's.
and there she is, trying to take photos of her hands and feets to show the difference of the colours of her nails.














changed to MRT at Clementi and finally reached Vivocity.
met up with Jookiah who had already bought A LOT of stuffs.
had Long John Silver's and they left while i went to Pumpkin Patch to find my colleagues :)
chatted for a while and went to walk around.
didn't really have the mood 'cause quarrelled with boyfriend the night before.
he told me he wanna be alone and we just do our own stuffs that afternoon.
however, i was worried about him, so i decided to go down to his house.

took NEL train down to Boon Keng.
reached his void deck, went to check if his van is around, and headed up to his house after i saw the van.
a lot of people there. and his sister gave me a weird look that was like "michael not at home, how come you are here"
so i asked "is he in?"
she said "yeaa. in his room."
so i knocked on his door.
*knock knock* -NO ANS-
called his handphone. no answer.
*KNOCK KNOCK* -NO ANS-

went to the kitchen to say hi to his mom first, and...
*KNOCK KNOCK!!!* -STILL NO ANS-

his sister came over.. *KNOCK KNOCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*
and told me "must knock harder cause he cannot hear lah"

was stunned but grateful to her for helping. :)



everything was fine after that.
and he fetched me and my cousin home.
before that, he actually bought supper for his buddy as he had exam the very next day.

but, because of some misunderstandings, he asked me to go up and pass the supper to him instead.
his buddy was shocked to see 2 girls outside his door.
but everything was worth it.
he was touched by boyfriend's unannounced supper.
and yea, they are back in contact again.

feel happy for boyfriend :)))



Saturday, 26th May 2007


today is definitely not my day.
was running late for work already, so i decided to take a cab.
i left house at 11am, and was supposed to report work at 11.45am.
waited for cab at my house area. NO CAB.
so decided to walk over to the Taxi Stand @ Hougang Mall. LONG QUEUE.
thinking that i couldn't afford the time to wait, i walked down the street. NO CAB STILL.
so i slowly walked further down (which was the direction back to my house area). NO CAB EVEN.
so i walked to another street. NO CAB AGAIN!
crossed the road to another street. NO CAB!!!
called up colleague to inform them that i will be late.
and crossed to another street to wait. NO CAB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i went back to the place i FIRST waited for cab. waited more than 30 minutes. STILL NO CAB.
crossed the street. FINALLY 1 empty cab.



so in total, i waited for 1 hour 26 minutes just to hail one cab.
*(^#%&!&%(!
i was SUPER DUPER+EXTREMELY+VERY FED UP.
its not that there is no empty cab TOTALLY.
but the street i waited, JUST DON'T HAVE CAB!
and most are changing shifts.
whenever i left that street, i turned back, i will see an empty cab.
call me sway? or impatient?
i already waited like so long, so shouldn't be impatient..


HAIS.
BAD DAY!

reported work at 1pm. and extended 1 hour of work. so end work at 9pm.














my UNLUCKY day.














but work was alright.
love my colleagues :)



after work, i went to walk around.
and decided to buy the Kappa shirts that i been eyeing on.


Orange strips 1 for boyfriend.
and Pink 1 for me.


wanted to give him on our 6th month, but afraid that the size doesn't fit him.

all along, i don't really like couple shirts.
but i have no idea why i bought these.
just find it interesting to have similar shirts, with a slight difference.
but of course i am not going to wear it out TOGETHER with boyfriend all the time.
once in a while maybe. :)














hope you like it, my dear.



















that shall marks the end of my post today.
its extremely long already.
i know i am long winded, just... to much to share. HAHA. :ppp


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 11:52 PM




♥ Thursday, May 24, 2007



it has always been my wish that boyfriend can come my house after his work & my school and have dinner together with me, while enjoying the TV.
at least, he don't need to bother to send me home after that,
and also we won't be spending extra money on other stuffs other than dinner.

today is the first time.
was really happy, except that boyfriend had been wanting to go home after dinner :(
nevertheless, i was very happy to hear from mom its good that boyfriend comes our house instead of us staying out and and spending more money.
so in other words, it means to say, she approves boyfriend to come our house =D
'cause last time she always disapprove us to meet everyday.

soooooo now, my wish comes true a little!
*GRINS*


















us, eating lollipops. :)))









would u be there to love, to be with me
would u swear that ur love is always true
would u say that you'll always be the one... to take my breathe away


would you be there.


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 10:42 PM




♥ Monday, May 21, 2007



when we say somebody is understanding,
who can know who is the really understanding one.

different people have different expectations.



now i truely understand what it means by:
nobody is perfect.




even if one tries to be perfect, or near to perfect,
the others won't think so.
this is human being.


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 2:10 PM






fallen ill. like finally.
terrible headaches in the morning. body felt warm, especially with the scorching sun.
whole body felt weak. didn't even feel like opening my eyes.
went all the way to Parkway, and boyfriend helped me to request for leave from work.
so, we went to his house.
and i slept my afternoon away...

in the evening, he cooked porridge for me :)
i did my part by helping him with the cuttings and washing of dishes.
MUAHAHAHA.


so there it is! our AI XIN porridge.














pork porridge with my favourites, century egg and crab meat.















and boyfriend fried these crab meat for me! =D
we love to eat this at Sakae Sushi, but its much more cheaper to do it ourselves.
HAHA. :p





been kind of stressful these few days.
lost hopes in certain things.
but at least now i know i got my boyfriend and family, by my side all the time.

felt great chatting with my cousin just now.
she lets me know that family is still the best among all. cause family will never betray you.
been quite a long time since i last pour my heart out to somebody (other than boyfriend).
we talked about everything under the sun.
and yes, we have good boyfriends who always encourage us. :)))
love you, cousin. :)







and specially to my dear:
thanks for always been there for me.
you always assure me that you will never leave me.
you always make me feel that i am not alone, when things happen.
you never fail to cheer me up when i am down.
you give in more than i do, but you never complain about it.
you always forgive me even when i throw the most unreasonable tantrum at you.
you are always that great in my heart.
I LOVE YOU. lots.


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 3:25 AM




♥ Sunday, May 20, 2007



received a testimonial from my primary school best friend...
and... all the memories flashed back.


she was my primary 1 classmate.
we were very close friends and we always go recess together.
she knows almost all the senior prefects in the school, because of her brother.
i remembered i used to think that she is always safe and protected in school, 'cause you know, prefects are always the "biggest" in school, especially we were only like primary 1 or 2.

however, we lost contact when she tranferred out from my primary school.
at times, i missed her a lot, but i couldn't think of a way to contact her back.
till last year or the year before that, i found her in friendster.
was so happy at that time.


i don't know why i said all these,
but i really missed the past.
as we grow, we are having heavier workloads with more stress to face.

nowadays i feel really lost.
i don't feel happy at all.
smiles are there, but the heart is always frowning.
i feel so tired mentally that i just wish i can go to a faraway place where i need not do anything. i don't mind even if it only lasts for one day.






i really miss the happy times i had in the past.
as least, everybody was innocent then.
unlike now, where the people around changes, and things get tougher and much more complicated.




LET ME REST...please.


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 12:04 AM




♥ Saturday, May 19, 2007



Sorry that i put you in a hard spot.
be it your family or friends...


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 12:02 AM




♥ Friday, May 18, 2007



"My furry friend is special. I brought it to life.
I chose it. I stuffed it. I made it my own.
I promise to love it and give it a home."


















The above is found on my little teddy's birth certificate.
exactly 1 month ago was boyfriend's birthday.
we went to make this cutie, Xiao Hui which was named after him.

yes, it's special. MOST special among all my soft toys, 'cause he means my "boyfriend" to me.
xiao hui has a little heart inside its body (together with all the cotton), and this heart represents boyfriend's wish.
i chose xiao hui. i chose its shirt, as well as the pants.
i didn't stuff it cause the shop asst did the work, but i stepped on the machine to puff cotton in.
until now, i still love him the most =D

xiao hui sits on my bed every day and night.
he watches me sleep at night.
he watches me cry during my darkest hours.
he accompanies me all the time :)

though he is just a little teddy bear,
but he means a million to me.


i love to hug him.
i love to play with him.
i love to take photos with him!

















=D
HAPPY 1-MONTH OLD, XIAO HUI!


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 12:06 AM




♥ Thursday, May 17, 2007



i just want to be happy everyday.


trying to distract myself with all the things i can find to do.
but, the whole mind is still filled with you.


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 11:08 PM






surprise planned for boyfriend SUCCEEDED! =DDD


boyfriend was sick, and was on MC yesterday.
i went school for my tutorial, which was supposed to be till 11am, but tutor dismissed early, around 10.20am.
lied to boyfriend that after lesson, i got to stay back to do project till 1+pm, before i can go over his house to accompany him.

after lesson, i quickly took a bus down to his house, and managed to reach around 11.10am. :)
reached his house door, saw him lying on his bed and i called him.

him: "hello.." -the background was so noisy with his television on-
me: "what are you doing? sleeping arh?"
him: "cannot arh?" -moved his legs-
me: "why you move your legs? HEHEHE!"

he jumped outta bed, and saw me laughing outside his door. hehe.
he was so surprised that i reached SO early, that he thought i skipped lesson or took cab down.
DOTS...

boyfriend, hope you like the surprise! =D




slacked till 6pm and we headed to Bugis Junction to meet the rest (HX, JK, WT, CX, Sarah) for dinner.
its been such a long time since we all meet up together.
played the basketball shooting game in the arcade and took neoprints before Chuan Xiang and Sarah joined us.
drove to Jalan Besar to have dinner and HOME SWEET HOME.

enjoyed the night with all of them, even though my head hurted terribly.



my blogspot is finally back to normal! =D
mabel, the blogpot's "PMS-ing" is over! MUAHAHAHAHA!


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 12:33 PM




♥ Tuesday, May 15, 2007



everything is solved.
everything is over.
:)



i still have both good friends, as well as boyfriend.
I LOVE ALL OF THEM.

thanks to:
- mingpei
- wee (for asking me not to do sha shi. lol. i won't lah. :p)
- jookiah
and most importantly,
MY DEAR DEAR! sorry to make you worried, and thanks for lending your shoulder. love you most among the most. LOL. *muacks*




if you realise, recently all my posts are without pictures, bold, italic, different sizes of fonts, different colours, etc, CAUSE my blogspot's navigation bar is still giving me problems!
URGHS!


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 9:19 AM




♥ Monday, May 14, 2007



i feel so neglected by my good friends.

i don't know if they neglect me because i am always with boyfriend,
or because they really don't wanna care about me.


i feel so tired of being of the one initiating to ask them out everytime,
and most of the time, the replies i got were "indirect" rejections.
is either they already have a date with friends, or they going for movie, etc.

however, when they went out, i wasn't invited.
i remembered one incident when it was boyfriend who told me they went for movie.
he asked me if i know. but all i can reply was, i don't know A SINGLE THING.
i don't know how to describe the feeling at that time... just don't feel good at all.
in fact, felt kind of hurting inside. my boyfriend knew even more about MY good friends than me.


we seldom keep each other updated.
i don't even know what they had been doing. i just... don't know a single thing about them anymore.





i seriously don't know what's happening.
if having a boyfriend can result friendship to be like this,
then am i supposed to choose between friends and boyfriend?



HAIS.
i miss the old, good times.


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 12:33 PM




♥ Saturday, May 12, 2007



Worst night ever.




falling ill.

nose feels terribly unwell.
feel like sneezing, but can't sneeze.

HAIS.

but nevermind.
feel kind of tired of everything that happened these few days.
in fact, i wish to be ill.
cause i just feel like resting...


boyfriend, i miss you :(


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 1:12 AM




♥ Friday, May 11, 2007



HOHO!
2 more days to Mothers' Day!
i can't wait to give my mama the present i bought for her!


=DDD


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 5:05 PM




♥ Thursday, May 10, 2007



it feels weird not contacting you at all.
it may be only 9 hours, but it feels much, much longer than that.

sorry for making you sleepless everytime.
sorry for always saying the word that you hate most.

you always assure me that you will never leave me,
but i always disappoint you with what i said.



i don't know what am i thinking...
my mind just feel so blank.
so blank... that i don't know what i should do next...


just wanna say SORRY.


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 12:38 PM






THANKS boyfriend for the BABY G watch :)))

I LOVE YOU!
*muacks*



(my blogspot's navigation bar went haywired nowadays, so... I CAN'T BLOG!) URGHS!


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 1:26 AM




♥ Wednesday, May 09, 2007



every night when i want to talk to you on the phone,
it will end up i busy with school work and you fall asleep already OR i fall asleep OR we quarrel.


what's the point of missing,
when its fated that i won't get to listen to you every night.

just a few nights that we never talk on the phone,
yet it feels so long to me already.
YES, i'm trying hard to get used to it.
I AM, and REALLY AM TRYING.

sometimes i wish you never ask me if i want you to call.
'cause my answer will always remain the same in the heart.
but you never seem to try to feel the answer in my heart.

i want to feel the love and pampering from you, that's why i always say a lie.





i know you feel frustrated 'cause of your buddy.
but, shouldn't you give such a comment when i was trying so hard to edit the whole blog, JUST FOR YOU?

haiis.
damn disappointed with that 2 words.







i wanted to hear something else from you, but you only smsed me a "good night"

i just feel like crying now.
why do you always bring me tears, when you always promise you will not.





if you realise...

its tuesday night/wednesday morning AGAIN.


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 1:55 AM




♥ Tuesday, May 08, 2007

















OH MY! LOOK!

what's wrong with my blogger AGAIN?!
i can't blog properly lah! -faints-









PROJECTS stress nowadays!
URGHHS!!!


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 2:07 AM




♥ Saturday, May 05, 2007



YAY.
chalet booked!
my birthday gonna spend at chalet!
first time ever having my own chalet. MUAHAHAHAHAHA.
thanks boyfriend! *muacks*


************************************************


school was boring today.
lessons from 1pm all the way to 6pm. *TIRED*
was so bored that i started playing with my hp camera when tutor was going through the lecture notes.











OH MY! can you see how dirty the school's keyboard is? -.-'''



************************************************


went to catch the movie, The Letters of Death at PS after school.













scary.
all the deaths are kind of disguisted to me. :s

people are afraid to die.
but its even more scary when you know you are going to die next but don't know which minute will it be.


more horror movies coming soon!
i like. =D

and to count all the movies we have watched,
The Letters of Death is the 11th movie boyfriend and i watched together ever since we get together.
i thought we watch more than that, cause it seems like i watch more than 20 movies with him already. HAHA!
hope i didn't miss any out though :)












i still prefer GV movie studs among all the Cinemas.
Cathay's ink will fade off VERY fast. same goes to Eng Wah.
GV's is the best, and somemore its thicker too. :)






feeling tired.
its time to rest.
NIGHT!


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 1:38 AM




♥ Wednesday, May 02, 2007



1 May 2007 : [ Public Holiday ] Labour Day

work till 6.30pm and went Suntec with boyfriend. :)
the reason to go there is because he owes me BEN & JERRY'S ICE-CREAMMM.
=D

finally, got this craving which started weeks and weeks and weeks ago. HEHEHE!












YUMMY YUMMY.
3 scoops: Mango Lime, Chocolate Mint (forgot the exact name) and...
the main scoop which is my favourite among the favourites. LOL.
Chocolate Fudge Brownie *grinnnns*





my love @ Suntec's Courtyard. :)


********************************************************



"business trip to batam with uncle john later ................ now going home to change and take passport"

everything happened in less than an hour.





and there he goes... to Batam.
i am left all alone at home :(



with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 7:31 PM




♥ Tuesday, May 01, 2007



met up with boyfriend in the evening.
and he brought me to Holland Village to eat the famous XO Fish Head Bee Hoon.












him while waiting for our food.








1. Retarded.
2. Camera Shy.
3. DAO!
HEHEHE. :p















i am so tortoise!
i never heard of this Ribena until today. LOL.
SPARKLING Ribena!
i prefer this than the normal one. the normal one always taste too sweet to me.












Side order 1: Onion Rings












Side order 2: Fried Chicken with French Fries.












Side order 3: -i don't know what's the name for this in english. haha-












the main dish!
XO Fish Slice Bee Hoon. =DDD
all the fish slices are so big. YUM YUM!








i had a wonderful dinner.
YUMMY!




*************************************************************************


HAPPY LABOUR'S DAY!

unfortunately, i still gotta work on labour's day.
urghs!


with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 1:28 AM