♥ Wednesday, May 09, 2007
every night when i want to talk to you on the phone,
it will end up i busy with school work and you fall asleep already OR i fall asleep OR we quarrel.
what's the point of missing,
when its fated that i won't get to listen to you every night. just a few nights that we never talk on the phone,yet it feels so long to me already.YES, i'm trying hard to get used to it.I AM, and REALLY AM TRYING.sometimes i wish you never ask me if i want you to call.'cause my answer will always remain the same in the heart.but you never seem to try to feel the answer in my heart.i want to feel the love and pampering from you, that's why i always say a lie.
i know you feel frustrated 'cause of your buddy.
but, shouldn't you give such a comment when i was trying so hard to edit the whole blog, JUST FOR YOU?
haiis.
damn disappointed with that 2 words.i wanted to hear something else from you, but you only smsed me a "good night"i just feel like crying now.why do you always bring me tears, when you always promise you will not.
if you realise...its tuesday night/wednesday morning AGAIN.
with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 1:55 AM
