♥ Saturday, June 30, 2007
SORE THROAT IS KILLING ME!URGH.i don't even feel like swallowing my saliva.cause it hurt a lot.:(((
with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 11:36 PM
somehow i feel that things are not as simple as what others think.
thanks BEL for lending your ears.
felt really glad that both of us are slowly getting back like the past, where we can confide in each other about everything.
:)
may our friendship last forever
with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 1:16 AM
♥ Friday, June 29, 2007
AHHH!
I AM SO TIRED NOW!
its been a couple of nights since i last had a good rest.
rushing projects every night.
major project, especially. there is still so much to do!
*faints*
i'm feeling real sleepy now.
i miss my bed, even though its just right behind me.
i know i can't go and lay on it,
cause once i do, i will take a long time before i continue with my work. =x
:(
with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 1:09 AM
♥ Wednesday, June 27, 2007
very lazy to blog nowadays.
feel very tired to cope with studies and work at the same time already.
but, was very indecisive on when to resign.
resign means no money, which also means no shopping. :(
if continue till holidays, i will have few more months to go.
and worse, school is pretty packed with the assignments.
major project is due in just 4 week's time! URGHS!
WHAT SHOULD I DO ARH?!
=X
you're the reason i believe in love
and you're the answer to my prayers from up above
all we need is just the two of us
my dreams came true because of you
i will love you as long as i live
from this moment on
with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 2:05 PM
♥ Saturday, June 23, 2007
teddy Xiao Ying is finally born on 19th june 2007.
now Xiao Hui has his sweetheart! =D

aren't they cute?
aren't they compatible? MUAHAHAHAHA!
worked morning shift today.
went for dinner and boyfriend drove me to National Stadium there.
the scenery is beautiful.

pictures pictures :)

he is trying to act funny.
and blocked my view! HMPHHS!just like what i MMS-ed boyfriend,
Xiao Ying loves Xiao Hui,
just as much as
Da Ying loves Da Hui.
=D
with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 12:29 AM
♥ Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Chalet is over.Birthday is over.i am 1 year older now.3 days passed real fast.birthday, meant to be happy, but i wasn't really in a good mood, since the night before we check into the chalet.nevertheless,i wanna thank the following people for the greetings though Friendster/SMSES:Edmund, Mabel, Felicia, Shan Rong, Aizat, Chiying, Carrie, Zhejun, Yuzhen, Eric, Shawn, Sijie, Yi Jun, Chng, Yimin, Eugene, Zhenghui, Titus, Asriman, Jookiah and Huixian.
and the following people for attending the BBQ:Selene, Jiamin, Sylvia, Alex, Yvonne, Tayzar, Xinyi, Mabel, Aldric, Edwin, Hongwei, Zhenwei, Ziwei, Bling, ShuHui, Zhejun, Yijie, YY, Alan, Brother & GF.and special thanks to these people:- Wanting, Huixian, Jookiah - for helping on the preparation of food & present, and also your presence for the chalet.- Shiyun & Kenny
and to my Boyfriend: thanks for everything.thanks to all for the presents too.
really not in a good mood these few days.
controlling myself not to drop any tears on my birthday.
now, it finally drop.
i thought i did my part to give much respect to my parents.
but why aren't they satisfied.
got scolded before the BBQ.
got scolded after the chalet.
who understand all the pain i'm having now.
:(
with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 9:13 PM
♥ Sunday, June 17, 2007
CHALET TOMORROW!=D2 DAYS MORE!
with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 10:13 PM
♥ Friday, June 15, 2007
long time since i last went out in a BIG group.YY came to pick me and Wan Ting at WT's house,and we headed down to VivoCity.so coincidentally that we bumped into Mabel and Tony outside Toy'r'Us. =Dthen, all of us headed down to Millennia Walk in 2 vehicles to meet Jookiah,had dinner at Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe, and went to discuss about the BBQ.then its Home Sweet Home.very summarised today, cause i'm really tired.
not in the mood to blog now.
so yea, GOOD NIGHT.
glad to hang out with Y Gang,
especially today, there were 3 couples together. :)
WT was saying next time it will be 'Y' Couples Gang. LOL.
and glad to meet Mabel & Tony, after so long.
=DDD
LOVE to ALL!
*HUGS!*
with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 1:36 AM
♥ Thursday, June 14, 2007
The CHAO DA PI PI DARLINGS...
It started when she sent me this SMS:
每当你不开心时,我就会变成莹火虫,在你身边飞,逗你开心,逗你笑!
答应我,你每天都要开开心心.
我不想每天都变成莹火虫.
你知道啦!屁股很热的咧.
and we continued from the forward SMS:
Me: :p 我要你每天做我的莹火虫! MUAHAHAHAHA!
WT: Like that my butt will catch fire 1.
Me: Haha. Then i prepare fire extinguisher for you k? Once your butt catches fire, I extinguish it.
WT: Haha. Got scar very ugly leh. U very bad leh. :( den u have to light your own butt to cheer me up =D
Me: Hahaha. You wear protection for your butt. Lol! But catch fire le den burn away your butt fats den you will have a pretty small qiao qiao butt mah.
WT: -forgot what she said-
Me: We light together. We fly together. LOL. =D
WT: Haha. And we burnt our butt together and chao da tgt! Lol
Me: Muahahahaha. Then we make friends with chao da bao :x
WT: Chao da bao haven extinct ar? haha!
Me: No la. My house got one already mah. Always hanging at e door knob. :x we are the chao ta pi pi. LOL!!!
WT: HAHAHAHAHA! Okok. We r chao da pi pi darlings. And chao da bao is our new fren! =D

so that's how the Chao Da Pi Pi darlings come about.
LOL.
*LOVES*
credits to ZIWEI,
for helping me to type the chinese words from the SMSES.
THANKS!
with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 2:12 AM
♥ Wednesday, June 13, 2007
cleared my craving FINALLY!
its...
PIZZA HUT!
been wanting to eat that since months ago,
but boyfriend always drag drag drag.
so yes, i dragged him there today. MUAHAHAHAHA!
while waiting for the food...

snap snap. took a lot of candid pictures of him.
HEHE!
and i love the ambience of this outlet.
kind of romantic with the lightings. =D
can take a look of the place from the following picture:

and because i kept taking pictures of him,
he used his handphone light to shine back at me :(

finally the food arrived...

tried the new Crispy Thin Pizza.
errr, not crispy to me at all. =X
don't like it. its even harder than biscuits after some time.

cream of chicken soup.
this is nice! YUMMY!

and this. Hut's Platter :)))
VERY FULL after that.
SATISFIED, except for that so-not-nice pizza.
AND ALSO,
today i turned the back of boyfriend's van into a KINDERGARTEN-LIKE area.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

and if you focus on the words formed at the top,
it says,

MIKE LUV AJY =DDD
however, there aren't enough alphabets. so i can't form any other words other than those three :(
that's all for today.
SLEEPY now.
going to romantic with my boyfriend in LALA LAND. =X
LOL!
NIGHT, PEOPLE!
with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 2:28 AM
♥ Tuesday, June 12, 2007
forget about the previous post,
let's have something happier.
everything is voiced out and clarified.
so now, we are happy together again.
hopefully, both of us will learn from this experience,
and control our tempers more.
hinted to him in the night to get him to come and accompany me the next morning, but i changed my mind shortly after cause i needed more rest.
however, i woke up at 7.30am, missing him first thing in the morning.
and so.... i smsed...
Me: Hey..
few minutes later...
Him: yawn. yes? (can't remember the exact sms, but it was something like this)
Me: Come hug me sleep :(
no more reply, and i fell back asleep :x
all of a sudden, somebody moved my curtain.
it was HIM, right outside my window! :))))
he brought along breakfast filled with his Ai Xin too.
and it was even sweeter when he fed me with the breakfast. =X

i have no idea why its a O instead of a ♥. LOL.
but i guess its because you can't do a ♥ with hotdogs.
nevertheless, i appreciated everything, and i love the moments when i had my breakfast fed by him. MUAHAHAHAHA. Yes, i'm his big "baby" =X
then, i spent the rest of my day working...

dear,
just wanna say:
I'M SORRY.
THANK YOU.
and, I LOVE YOU lots.
and please, your health is much more important than anything else.
don't ever repeat what you did that night.
with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 1:34 AM
if he didn't send those messages,they might have forgotten us long ago.tell me, who left out who now?i believed everything is fated.
but somehow, i hope i didn't know the truth.
birthday in 7 day's time.
but i can't seem to have any peaceful and happy day.
i feel damn sick and tired.
i don't feel like facing all these,
but i don't have a choice.
take away all my pain, please.
with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 12:13 AM
♥ Monday, June 11, 2007
went back to work after resting for 1 week for term tests.
things didn't go well for me these 2 days.
time at work passed quite fast,
but back has been aching a lot.
lose of appetite too, maybe because of the bad mood.
and headaches is killing me as well.
took cab to work today, cause i overslept.
my handphone alarm rang at 10, but i fell back to sleep again.
was even dreaming away when my mom woke me up at 12+, asking me if i need to work.
i forgot my dream though. can't even remember if its a sweet dream or a nightmare.
can you imagine how tired i was? i didn't even feel like i slept for 2 hours more -.-'''
maybe it was because of the muggings of tests. slept only about 3 to 4 hours to study.
initially wanted to sleep till 11am on Sat, but woke up at 8+am due to something.
and i realised everytime i take cab, i can have heart attack by the drivers.
-.-'''
take today's incident for example,
the cab uncle drove super duper fast that it was sooooooooo near to the lorry in front and almost bang onto it.
if he didn't have a space to change to another lane, i bet it WILL (CONFIRM WILL) meet an accident.
i am still unsure of you.
it always happen that you say you regret now,
but right after that, you will push everything to me again.
and then, the next quarrel, you will repeat the same things again.
you like to rush things,
but didn't you realise when you rush, you are actually forcing also.
if you were to be more patient and understanding,
and give me time to calm down each time,
we wouldn't have quarrelled at all.
you always ask me "how will you feel if you were me?"
but you never ask youself seriously, how will YOU feel if you were ME?!
you complained that i always break my promises.
but the promises you broke were more than mine.
no tears?
but i have even more tears than before.
no loneliness?
but i ended up feeling empty and lonely whenever we quarrel.
what makes me even more fed up was...
you actually drunk yourself last night.
you say you love me?
you don't even love yourself, how can you love me.
i know you want my care & concern today,
but sorry, that don't deserve my care and sympathise.
especially when you know that i dislike you drinking and HATE people who uses alcohol to drunk their sorrows.
your words and actions,
you might regret.
but the hurt you gave,
are incurable.
a crack on a glass, will remains as a crack forever.
the hurt you gave me, is just the same.
i feel really tired.
i just want a simple and happy life.
at times, i really feel like giving up.
in chinese, they say,
chang tong bu ru duan tong.
if we were to be like this every each other day,
i might end up crazy and even worse than when i'm with you.
promises?
they are always broken.
i can't bring myself to believe in your promises anymore.
i know my words will hurt you a lot.
sorry, but i really had enough.
my heart really hurt.
with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 12:38 PM
♥ Sunday, June 10, 2007
i never thought that will happen to me in my life.walked into Pumpkin Patch without any smile.burst into tears the moment i stepped into the store room.Selene came in, pat on my back, gave me tissues and asked me what happened,but i couldn't speak any word. i just kept quiet.she asked me patiently questions by questions, i could only answer by nodding or shaking my head.colleagues tried to cheer me up.they were really understanding and did not ask any question about my tears.adjusted my emotions and went out to work.forced a smile on my face.even when my friends came, i joked, i laughed, but the heart hurt that badly.heart wasn't at work. i was that distracted that i even spilled Selene's root beer when i wanna open the drawer.when i asked who's drink is that. all she said was its was hers and its okay.sylvia and her helped to clear up the mess i made. felt really guilty.everything was fated.when i was thinking of a way to tell that i am going home myself after work,my parents appeared in front of me.mom told me they will wait till i knock off to send me home.ever since i was attached,i been spending very little time with parents.so little that i felt weird when i pull my dad's car door knob (cause i was too used to boyfriend's van) just now.hais.head hurt as though it will split anytime.how i wish i could knock myself unconscious now.at least, i won't feel the pain, both in the head and heart.i feel really really tired.so tired that i wish to give up at times.it was so long ago since i last felt truly happy and relax.i may hurt you with my words,
but you hurt me as much too.
Can somebody hug me tight
and tell me everything is alright...
right now?
with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 12:31 AM
♥ Friday, June 08, 2007
OH MY GOODNESS.
How blur can i be.
i was so eager to get done with my term tests that i actually remember the wrong time!
*FAINTS!*
i thought my trade & transport paper starts at 4pm.
thanks to felicia's friend ( i don't know his name =X )
he was like "hur? not 5pm meh?"
then i was like "hur? not 4pm!?!"
so i took out my paper to check. DAMNN. its really 5pm. LOL.
so now, i got 1 hour more -.-'''
I WANT TO FINISH MY TERM TEST ASAP!!! :(
the more i study, the more messed up my brain is.
URGHHHHS
and i really need to learn to see 24 hours format time. LOL!
that's what my watch is set to that format, rather than the 12 hours one.
if i am not wrong, somebody asked me before why i set the 24 hours format.
with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 3:56 PM
♥ Thursday, June 07, 2007
tomorrow is the LAST DAY of term test.but i can't seem to concentrate now :(mind kept wandering off...going for movie, Men In White tomorrow night. =Di can't wait for tomorrow 5pm (when my trade & transport paper ends)!i am missing him,
but he seems to be busy now.
haiis.
if only i can get to see him right now,
i might be more motivated to study :x
with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 10:47 PM
♥ Wednesday, June 06, 2007
i only know him for a few days from work.
but, he was willing to send my jacket all the way to my house for me.
*****
once, when i was out with my girlfriends in city area,
he went all the way from home, just to fetch me home.
he knew i love beancurds, and he went to get them before fetching me.
*****
another time, when i was upset about a friend and wanted console from this person, but got even more hurt by that person's words.
he knew what i was thinking; he knew what i wanted.
i was really impressed. the first person ever, who knows what i want.
*****
he told me he will always be available 24/7.
one night, i couldn't sleep.
i smsed him, and he gave me a call immediately to accompany me through the night, though he had work on the very next day.
******
when i was unwell, he gave me maximum amount of tender loving care.
asking me to take my temperature; put towel on my forehead; etc.
we chatted on MSN every night. SMS almost every now and then.
he was the first male friend i chatted with alone on the phone almost everyday.
he was the first guy that i got so close with, within a short period of time.
till one night... he wasn't online.
i felt uneasy throughout the night. he never leave my mind, even when i try not to think of him.
time passed extremely slow that very night.
and my friend told me, "you fall for him already."
till today, we been together for 6 months & 8 days.
been through a lot during this period.
especially these two months, when quarrels occurred almost once every week.
at times, i really wish we can be back like the past, when we first got together.
expectations were lower, and love & care are always expressed to each other.
but other times, i really enjoyed the bonding that we have now.
we feel comfortable with each other in whatever we do.
fallen in love with each other deeply,
none of us can imagine the life without each other.
quarrels may occur,
but the love remains as strong as it is.
DEAR, I LOVE YOU.
with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 4:33 AM
♥ Tuesday, June 05, 2007
had WSAD Paper today.
did my paper as fast as i can so that i can get out early.
finished at 4.20pm, slightly later than what i planned, and rushed down to Ang Mo Kio, hoping to give my boyfriend a surprise before his job interview.
smsed mingpei to ask her help me sms my boyfriend that i am still doing my paper and i need him to help me buy something so don't leave his workplace yet, until i contact him.
BUT, mingpei called back with a bad news, saying that my boyfriend knocked off already and was going to get his van.
panicked upon hearing that, cause i was still around Hougang Ave 1 area.
had no choice, but to sms boyfriend to inform him that i was on the way to find him.
accompanied him to the company where he had his interview.
first time ever i saw him so nervous. LOL!
he was so nervous that he felt uneasy even when i touched his leg.
MUAHAHAHAHAHA! damn funny.
but i was feeling a little nervous for him too. =X
waited in his van for him to finish.
was super duper boring that i started tidying his van, repairing that cheap, little, battery-operated aeroplane-designed fan, and lastly, ended up taking photos =X

was really bored then.
chocolate session for cousin succeeded :)
after that, she went to deliver the chocolates to her boyfriend.
such a sweet girlfriend.
feeling sleepy now.
*YAWNS*
can you compare love?
am i really not good enough for you?
with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 11:13 PM
♥ Monday, June 04, 2007
term test starts tomorrow!:(2nd session of chocolate making with Cousin at my house tomorrow after paper.hope it will be a success this time round. LOL.i think we will succeed, cause i got no problem doing them last time.and all the best to boyfriend for his job interview tomorrow!GOOD LUCK! *muacks*by the time he reads this, i think his interview is over, cause his computer broke down again! -.-'''
with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 11:33 PM
♥ Sunday, June 03, 2007
spent my weekends at Boyfriend's house.supposed to be studying, but ended up slacking :xlike today,i took out my notes, but i was writing rubbish on a paper that Boyfriend used to test his printer.HEEEEEEEEEX.felt tired once i looked at the notes.BUT, i was super hyper when we went out to walk =Dpasa malam-ing @ toa payoh.ate lots of snacks. YUM YUM!went to pack dinner and waited for cousin to come boyfriend's house to teach her how to make cornflakes chocolates.but it was a failure. the chocolate hardens and became like ICE CREAM after boyfriend added 1st spoon of water.then, it got even worse like CHOCOLATE POWDER stuck together in pieces after he added 2nd spoon of water.*pengs* my whole bar of Cadbury... GONE!am super addicted to shaker's fries!
YUMMY.
long time since we last spent our weekends together.
time to hang out together on weekends becomes limited,
ever since i start work.
i love the moments spent with him.
i love to sleep in his arms.
i love to disturb him when he sleeps.
i love to take candid pictures of him.
i love... EVERYTHING OF HIM!
:p
with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 11:49 PM
♥ Saturday, June 02, 2007
I AM SELFISH
I AM UNREASONABLE
I AM STUBBORN
I AM IRRITATING
I ALWAYS BREAK MY PROMISES
YOU NAME IT, I HAVE IT.
MY FAULT, MY FAULT, MY FAULT
I FEEL SOOOOOOOOO FRUSTRATED NOW THAT I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING AND THROWING ANYTHING I CAN GRAB HOLD OF.
I AM GOING TO LEAVE IN MY OWN WORLD FROM NOW ON.
I DON'T WANT TO SEE ANYBODY.
I WISH TO BANG MY HEAD ONTO THE WALL.
I AM TURNING CRAZY. YES, I AM!
LEAVE ME ALONEEEE!!!!!!!!
with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 2:59 AM
LONELY.No, you don't understand how it feels.
'cause to you, its like what you usually say, i turn crazy again.
with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 12:38 AM
♥ Friday, June 01, 2007
as what i mentioned in the previous post,
i had my post 6th month celebration with Boyfriend at the ...

Singapore Zoo! :)
It was raining cats and dogs when we reached there, so we slacked in the van while waiting for the rain to stop.
got our tickets, and headed down to the Elephant Animal Show as it was about to start.

i never know elephants are so adorable, especially when they turn naughty and refuse to listen to the zookeepers (although it was supposed to be on PURPOSE for the show).
haha.
nice show anyway.
i enjoyed it a lot, and i bet the other spectators too.
saw a lot of other animals too.
and hopefully i didn't miss out any, cause the routes are really confusing.
its really hard to make sure you catch every animals in the zoo.


and notice that monkey with the huge, red backside!
[ click on image for larger view ]

he has the biggest backside among the others of the same breed.
and its really scary + disguisting. lol.
"the backside looks like it will split anytime", quoted from one of the visitors.

these are the miniature horses.
its not pony, but one of the smallest horses.
they are soooo cute too! =D
and i realised, horses like to eat NON-STOP, regardless whether it is the normal horses or the miniature horses.
i guess the pictures can prove to you that. LOL!

and lastly, i met the PIGS! lol.
for the black one (on the right side), one of them actually got the ears bitten or something, and the houseflies are flying around the wounds. *Ouch* for the pig. :s
I had lots of fun at the zoo. =D
thanks boyfriend, and hope you enjoy your day too.


*muacks!*
with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 1:41 AM