i am still unsure of you.

it always happen that you say you regret now,
but right after that, you will push everything to me again.
and then, the next quarrel, you will repeat the same things again.

you like to rush things,
but didn't you realise when you rush, you are actually forcing also.

if you were to be more patient and understanding,
and give me time to calm down each time,
we wouldn't have quarrelled at all.

you always ask me "how will you feel if you were me?"
but you never ask youself seriously, how will YOU feel if you were ME?!

you complained that i always break my promises.
but the promises you broke were more than mine.

no tears?
but i have even more tears than before.
no loneliness?
but i ended up feeling empty and lonely whenever we quarrel.

what makes me even more fed up was...
you actually drunk yourself last night.
you say you love me?
you don't even love yourself, how can you love me.

i know you want my care & concern today,
but sorry, that don't deserve my care and sympathise.
especially when you know that i dislike you drinking and HATE people who uses alcohol to drunk their sorrows.

your words and actions,
you might regret.
but the hurt you gave,
are incurable.

a crack on a glass, will remains as a crack forever.
the hurt you gave me, is just the same.