♥ Thursday, July 12, 2007
i just want to meet him, even for A WHILE will do.
but, everything turned out bad.
was having lesson when he smsed me telling me he will be having a meeting with the head.
i replied that i go AMK Hub to walk and wait for him.
took 1 hour plus to reach AMK Hub.
wanted to go G2000, but the stocks for ladies there were like -.-''' messy and limited.
so, ended up walking around the building.
was really bored. walked past the same shops like more than 5 times.
went up and down the building around 5 times.
shoulder was aching. eyes were blurry.
not forgetting hungry, cause i hadn't have any proper meal the whole day.
while walking aimlessly, whole mind was thinking "when is he going to knock off..."
checking my handphone every now and then to see if he sms or call.
wanted to go home, but somehow, refused to. Contradicting i know, but.. no idea how to describe the feeling i had.
NO NEWS from him... till 9pm where he smsed saying he going supper with boss.
i understand that its hard to reject when boss askes us out.
somehow, i just wished for replies like "i go find you..." etc.
in fact, i thought he will say something like that. i was even prepared to reply him don't need, he can go have dinner with his boss. (since boss is more important).
BUT, all he replied was "Huh? you rather hungry issit! hais. Buy bread eat be4 go home lah..."
waited for 2 hours plus. bored and tired while waiting. surely mood wouldn't be good.
it was really disappointing to see such replies from him.
so, we ended up quarrelling.
he might not mean it, but to me, his replies sound as though he was telling "serve you right. i already asked you to go home, but you waited."
YA, SERVE ME RIGHT.
if i didn't wait, all these won't happen.
felt really upset.
reached home.
he smsed, "Tell you the truth. I rushed home at 8.45pm. Wanna get van and show up at your house, but end up you angry now. Hais!"
i really don't know how to react to this.
am i supposed to feel touched? but seriously, i don't.
Why did he think of such surprise(?) for me, when he knew i am still at AMK waiting for him?!
or maybe before he rush home, he didn't know i was at AMK.
BUT, what didn't he bother to find out where am i first.
Its not the first time that i wait for him to off work.
till now, his replies still don't sound good to me.
i feel really sick and tired of quarrels.
sweetness last a minute, but hurt last much longer.
sweetness touch the heart for a metre, but hurt goes beyond that.
sorry, i don't know what am i saying now.
with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 11:43 PM
