♥ Thursday, September 06, 2007
OH-SO-TIRED!
Had my ever first FULL SHIFT today!
It was quite alright. Was so busy that time passed really fast.
New stocks came in, and we were so busy packing them that we hardly speak to one another.
For the whole day, I was folding, packing, tying, hanging; folding, packing, typing, hanging.
I even fell asleep in the storeroom during my first break! =X
*****
I know he is unhappy and troubled when I saw him after work,
especially when he didn't disturb me, like what he do usually.
But then, I was really tired as well.
So, I didn't ask anything.
*****
I started to ponder about it again when somebody asked me the question.
Everything flashed back in my mind.
As I read back, I feel hurt, as usual.
Why do I feel this way?
I really feel so tired of everything.
I wanted to give up hopes that things can be back like the past.
But, it seems impossible on the other hand.
I feel like talking to somebody.
I need a listening ear.
Boyfriend was the first in my mind, but he has his own things to settle,
and I don't wish to disturb him.
On the other hand, I think I also got nothing to say.
I don't think I am in any position to speak about that, cause I am always the one who is wrong.
HAIS.
just sit besides me quietly,
and lend me your shoulders.
will you?
with ❤, alicia`JYING
@ 12:53 AM
